lesbianbeef: Scottish twitter pt2✨
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lackless: fighting for a cure
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artofjellophish: Love, D.va! | A re-draw of an older piece from...
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Did you ever end up recovering from that shit show last year that like killed your patreon? Also what even was it that happened? I just remember your money going done by like half and everyone yelling.
i really don’t want to get into it. but! here i go anyway, because i’m so tired of keeping quiet, i’m so tired of suffering in silence for fear if stirring shit back up, so here the fuck goes anyway. multiple times now i’ve had all my hard work ruined by ridiculously fucking false accusations that i’m supposedly a pedophile despite NO proof of it. i’ve had my shit wrecked by “guilt by association” situations, too, where i was supposedly responsible for the mistakes of a friend, shit i wasn’t even AWARE of. all it took was a small loud group of people who decided they wanted to destroy me, and they absolutely accomplished that.
being accused of being dangerous to my fanbase, or even my baby nephew and having people believe it without question (because so many folks take callout posts at face value without fact checking), crushed my fucking soul. i lost 75% of my monthly income and had to go back to relying on my parents for financial support. i’ll be straight up honest. when i took down all my social media last winter, it was because i deadass almost killed myself. i had a plan and everything. cops showed up. it got ugly.
i’m back from that brink, i have a wonderful support system, therapy and medication, but i never fully bounced back after that.
it’s almost a blessing i got riddled with back and wrist injuries and had surgery so that i’ve been forced to take time off from content creating and just take care of myself, it may have saved my life. but that doesn’t mean i don’t have a lot of fears and hangups about what to do from here, because i just don’t know. i’m not big enough online to stay afloat if someone decides to take a big loud shit on my reputation. i’m not safe, i’ve been doxxed, people know my name and address, and the risk vs reward ratio for content making is so skewed anymore that i have lost almost all of my passion to make. just. anything, really. why bother, if anyone can destroy everything that gives my life meaning in a single day?
i’ve stopped animating entirely, drawing became a chore long ago, my creative fire was completely snuffed. i don’t know how to come back, i’m honestly just taking it one day at a time because it’s all i CAN do to function. it’s an ongoing struggle, and will continue to be as long as the status quo remains. something’s got to give, but you can’t critique callout culture on tumblr without someone accusing you of being an apologist for this or that, so i flat out stopped trying. it’s not a fight i can win. you have no idea how badly i want to fade off into obscurity and disappear, take up a different alias and start over, but i can’t. i need to make a living. i’m in too deep. i put 15 years of hard work into building the viewership i have and establishing my presence on social media.
i’m sad and scared every single day. i don’t WANT to give up, because giving up is as good as a death sentence on my happiness. i don’t plan on quitting, not anymore. but fucking hell, can you blame me for feeling like it’s all kind of pointless? my future, which once seemed all figured out, is now a huge question mark. i’ll have to wait and see now, i’ll have to re-evaluate what it means to be a creator, and rediscover why i loved making art in the first place.
all i can ask of people is to take everything you read online with a grain of salt. fact check, be a critical thinker, and make your own conclusions. most of all, realize that lives are literally at stake. falsely calling people out is not a fucking game. we have to stop scaring content creators out of creating. we have to be better.
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chirpbutt: If it isn’t the prettiest goddess of spring there...
If it isn’t the prettiest goddess of spring there ever was 🌸
–@usedbandaid is making a supercute comic and I love it!!!!! I love the artstyle and the story and the everything!!!
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distorted–mermaids: Say it with me kids: A 👏BISEXUAL 👏 PERSON 👏 SHOULD 👏 NOT 👏 HAVE 👏 TO 👏...
Say it with me kids:
A 👏BISEXUAL 👏 PERSON 👏 SHOULD 👏 NOT 👏 HAVE 👏 TO 👏 PRESENT 👏 THEIR 👏ROMANTIC 👏HISTORY 👏TO 👏PROVE 👏TO 👏YOU👏 THEY 👏ARE 👏BISEXUAL
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sadgrrlfriend: you’re still valid no matter what💖💙💜
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needfordreaming: pride month: bi pride
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emmcfrxst: 💖💜💙 SOFT PASTEL BI 💖💜💙
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anemiaman: anemiaman: anemiaman: I DIDNT CHECK TH E SONG FULLY...
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mausuchan: i am still alive, bitches
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itskyalenotkyle: When you drop anything in the bathroom
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doyouhearthunder: Tag urself, I’m “ugly but more scared than...
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lillayfran: Then she bubbled her.
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silverhawk: disney: in this live action mulan remake we’re getting rid of general li shang and...
disney: in this live action mulan remake we’re getting rid of general li shang and replacing him with this new dude who doesnt like mulan until he finds out that shes a girl :))) also no songs
me: GENERAL LI SHANG LOVED MULAN AND PING AND WAS VERY OBVIOUSLY BI
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pettywap9308: richievichhh: itskyalenotkyle: Jimmy Neutron Hood...
Jimmy Neutron Hood Genius
THIS SHIT WAS LIT AF
FOR THE LOVE OF GOD SOMEONE LET THESE KIDS MAKE A FULL LENGTH MOVIE!!
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Calling all artists!
If your commissions are open and you do draw OC’s, please reblog this post!
If you are not an artist but know of one, please reblog this and tag them or just mention their url in the tags!
And hey, even just reblogging helps! I will be keeping a comprehensive list of artists who can be commissioned to draw characters/OC’s on the blog!
I do commissions! art blog is @liaterasu
My commissions are currently open :) My art blog is @artofjellophish
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comewhineponme:
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lieutenant-sapphic:thor ragnarok moodboard
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