from the ocean

the worst part is i feel like im unforgivable for all my mistakes - like no matter how much i say im sorry no one’s going to believe me. i just don’t want to be in anyones way. i just dont want to ruin things for people but i do. i do and i dont realize it because i’m so gahddamn dense. i take up people’s time trying to ask for help when i turn out to just be useless to give help to. i honestly dont know what to do anymore. i think i’ve finally realized what a failure of a person i am and it hurts accepting the truth of my failures right now. maybe ill mature in the future but i should’ve become an adult already a long time ago. i just feel awful for existing. i feel like my entire life, all i’ve ever been was an annoyance and in the way. it felt true for my family, friends, teachers, etc. - see im even insulting myself again. i don’t know how to stop or when to stop. im lost.

why don’t i ever learn to keep my big mouth shut

“ every mistake you may make, no matter how big or small, is just another lesson to turn you into the amazing person you have always been destined to be. “ Hello anon - first off thank you for the kind words, sometimes I’m surprised people read my personal posts - and secondly, can I say that that particular sentence happened to make me feel loads better/motivate me. i’ve been feeling at such a low point for the past 2 months, and like i said in my posts, im too afraid to come to anyone since i’ve just been yelled at and etc. i’ve been just trying to find motivation to do better, but i haven’t had such encouraging words in a long time. thank you so much for taking your time to write out this message to me ;; I know I’m a blogger that barely speaks to her followers, let alone speak on tumblr in general, but thank you for being there even when I don’t really talk much u_u i hope you have a wonderful day today anon - I definitely feel better after last night and seeing these messages this morning contributes to that so thank you again ;;

rudymora:

rudymora:
HEY EVERYONE, ive been on the job hunt for a bit and i’m currently going to school right now, and i need to make some money to and pay for gas and eat food and not die!! super duper cheap flat rate of $20 bucks for a (full body) drawing of your desires~ and i usually have them done in a day or two after setting up all the details!
for any questions or if you’d like to help me out or maybe just want a drawing that i’ll work extra hard to make sure you love, please email me at:
rudymora.art@gmail.com
and please share this if you can, any support is better than none and thank you very much!!!
(ill be open on commissions at any time so feel free to ask me whenever! ill also reblog this periodically, hope no one minds)
im running low on funds, if youd like a drawing the same rates apply, commission me!!!!!! ill draw your precious babies and make them cute

ifinddelightinthegruesomeandgrim:

choodraws:

old favourites

kallanda-lee:

roguevsrogue:
MCU: Chronological Watch Order
This is so important.
This is actually useful

theevilwaffle:

In French, we don’t say “ninety nine”, we say “quatre vingt dix neuf” which roughly translates to “I’ve never heard of a functional numeric system before” and I think that’s beautiful

spookbang:

im-not-ciel:
do u ever hear a loud sound coming from outside and youre just like okay this is it the end of the world is coming im ready
today in my lecture there was a loud rumbling coming from downstairs and it was slowly getting louder and closer and honestly i was ready for the end

freusan:

umarudon:
shia labeouf’s ‘just do it’ will never be as motivational as the words the -10 degree Asiatic clam harvester spoke
I love this guy way too much

kaisermon:

An important message from one of the members of Steven Crewniverse, Amber Rogers (Twitter link here)

idontfindyouthatinteresting:

spookypincess:
nothing. just dont reply. lol. your anon hater will be sitting at home on their computer refreshing your page over and over again waiting to see your reaction and never get it. it will make them think either you didnt receive their hateful message, or that you dont care. either way, it is guaranteed to piss them off. because the ONLY reason someone sends anon hate, is to get a reaction from you. dont give them the satisfaction.
Delete that shit dudes. Seriously. It’s the only thing that works.

eeveeskirata:

thesteveoprojekt:
medicgirl68:
rlhansen:
Holy Crap, I’m dying! How have I never heard of The Oatmeal before today?
http://theoatmeal.com/blog/car_needs
OMG love it!
Me all day 😂😂😂
@rwbyhugoknight

npr:

icountwords:
npr:
Because what is the internet for besides minimalist music videos with pulsating cats? -Vesta
This is the kind of highbrow content I expected when I followed npr.
Good to know we’re doing our job. -Vesta

crapmachine:

go get ‘em, tiger!!!

MCU: Chronological Watch Order

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